One Year

Well one more month and it will be one year for my and my girlfriend. It has just flew bye and it feels alot longer than that. But it has been an amazing time! I am hoping for this to be the right one for the rest life. I will never love someone i like love her. :)

LIFE

Life sux. Everyone in it suck and just get mad at me. I can only find one girl that does not treat me like shit. She is the one i talk to the most she is the one I think about. She loves sports and everything that deals with it. I wish she lived closer to me so i could acutaly see her. She is the most beautiful girl i have every seen, she is so sweet and not a bitch like my past gfs!

Man i wish everything went back to how there were before when no one was fighting people were not thinking of suicides and everyone where just friends. This is a bunch of bulls*** I hate how everyone is fighting! 

well there is not to much to say about my self. Other than i am staying drunk to forget my worries and because my life has been in the tanks for the last year or so and it just seems that nothing is going right. Especially with my friends and family it always seems that I am just getting left out and everyone is leaving me for nothing. I should just go and jump off a cliff so I get a few seconds to curse you all for making me like this then once that's done feel that last rush of excitement before the ground hits me. That will be the happiest i have been in a long time... 

last week

this is a blog for last week. I just got a gf and everthing was going good. we had a two hockey games this weekend. we lost one a tied one. i was kicked out for the second game cause about three games ago i was in a fight and the hockey club just found out about it. So i had to miss my second game. and at the first game was when i broke up with my gf. so that was what happened last week mostly. so i will talk to yall later...

my life

Well there is not much to tell you except i broke up with my gf and am trying to get a old gf. But she has a bf and is is really complicated right now. she does not know what to do and i don't know what i am going to do. I think of what we did in the pass how much she actually loved me and how much i did to. That was the worst mistake i ever made in my life. I am loosing more and more people everyday i just want this all to end right now i want to leave it all behind. I don't know what is going to happen to me... This might be it or this might not be it i don't know any more.

quote

"Dont give up everything for one thing you love... cause you will just end up heartbroken

today

today has been a pretty good day so far. I missed gym so I could get my calm project done. I did get it done but i missed all of gym though. Right now i am in coumputer class listening to music and hangging out with friends. So i will talk to you later

troubles

Well the title says it all. I am haven troubles with a special some one. I don't think the results of this will be good. I hardly can sleep or do anything. So i am sick of people doing this stuff. So i am just going to end it all. I know it will be very hard but i don't care anymore. So i will see you all some other time.

my dad

My dad left last monday to B.C. for a entire month so this weekend i am going to go see them after volleyball. That will be the last time i see him till he gets back from work. So I hope I have fun there with him. And while we are down there me sister has a hockey game so I will be watching her also. And hopefully my dad will come and watch to.

volley ball

my sister and girl friend have volley ball zones which is like a real big thing for them all. So i am staying after school to watch them and cheer them on. I am so excited for them! Zones is going on till Sunday. so i hope the girls make it to the finals And win first. But i will tell you next time how it all went

hockey game2

This sunday we are going to be playing against one of the ruffest team in our league. It should be a really fun game. I am hopen to get in alot of hits and goals, and no penalties but you never know. I am so excited!! But I will keep you updated after the game. GO radiers GO!!!!

hockey game1

Okay about three days ago we had our first hockey game. It was a disaster! We had more people in the penalty box then in the player box. There was tree kids on my team who got kicked out. But the reffing was not that great, it was horrible. The ref would only call stuff on us not the other team. So the score was 5 to 5. Some of my team mates were going out side to star a fight with the other people. But my mom stopped that fight. So I will keep you updated as the season  goes on. 

waching v ball

Ya i am at my school watching my gf play v ball. I am gettin kinda bored but i am now hanging out with friends. V ball is done at five o'clock and so then I am going to go back to my place to stack wood and then at around 8:00 I have hockey practice. I am also watching my sis play v ball she is playin with the a's but she is soposed to be laying with the b's. She is doing really good out there. 

hunting

Awhile back now I went hunting with my dad and a few friends for about a week. I had so much fun. When we first got there, there was this bear in camp that stole our garbage!!! That night we set up some lights and in the middle of the night the bear came back and ate our corn and broke our lights. Me and my dad did not even wake up!! A couple days later we finally went for our first hunt. We walked for 10 miles up and down hills. It was very tiring. We did not see our hear anything. When we returned we had a awsome supper and went to bed. That night the bear came back agian and chewed on all of our gas cans. Then on the last day we were out in the bush hunting when I say a elk. SO i got ready put a bullet in the chamber took aim and fired. The elk fell down dead. I was so excited cause it was my first elk ever. We hung it up in the trees and that night the stupid bear was on my elk eating it so my dads friend got up and shot it. Me and dad did not hear a thing. It was a blast down there. 

my first hockey practice

I just had my first hockey practice! It was very tiring and I was very sore in the morning. We barley have a midget hockey team so I am going around to try and get more players. We start playing games next month so I will keep you updated as the season goes on.

My new quad

I finally got my new quad!!! I am so excited to drive it around. I took it for a little drive yesturday and it drove so nice! I can pass traffic on the gravel road And cat walk it every where. It is not so great in the mud though. 

my new quad

i am so excited to get my new quad... it is a 400 ex honda and i get it for free!!! all i have to go is buy new quad parts for my old quad and trade this guy for my new quad. My old quad parts are 560 dollars, i have the money for them and tommorow i am going in to get them. 

i love hockey

hobbies i love playing hockey... It is one of my favorite hobbies. I tryed out for tripple a and got cut on the second cut... it was one of my favorite experences.